Sunday, August 30, 2015

Nostalgic New Beginnings

Today is Sunday, August 30th 2015. Today happens to be my 18th Birthday. As every teenager looks forward to the day that they are "Finally Legal" I did as well, but they way I spent the hours leading into this day, and the early morning of the most anticipated day of my young life was not the way I expected it to be.

I never imagined to be in a car full of people who I had just met introduced to me by my roommate, nor did I ever imagine them to burst out into simultaneous singing of happy birthday once the clock struck midnight. I spent the first five hours of my day with that same group of people or nor did I expect to have so much fun with them. I guess that is what college is all about, finding people or in my case ran into who are a lot like you. At first I was a bit reserved about going "off to college" because no one in my family had ever left my home town so I was the first. I am also a First Generation Fightin' Texas Aggie so all this is new, exciting, and nerve wracking. All I was anticipating to do and I rung in my 18th birthday at midnight was to binge watch Grey's Anatomy on Netflix till I fell asleep, but yet I found myself in the passenger seat of my roommates car laughing with a group of friends till my stomach hurt till the early morning hours of this long awaited day, I could help but feel a bit nostalgic.

I couldn't help but think of all the obstacles I had overcome to get to where I was in that exact moment. it was kind of a movie type moment, it was hard for me to imagine that I was in that position because not to long ago I was terrified of leaving, terrified of not having the ability to make friends despite the fact that I was very outgoing, what I was most terrified of the most was the unknown, not knowing what to expect once I had arrived in College Station, but once I got here and gotten over the initial shock of seeing my parents "drive off into the sunset" without me, I realized that I was going to be okay. I am thankful  to be where I am at this exact moment hours away from beginning the "Quest of my Aggie Ring" as I've so fondly named my upcoming 4 year academic journey at Texas A&M University.

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